Sunday, February 18, 2007

Mirtazepine-you evil bastard!

Ok, feeling less wobbly and depressed. No thanks to my hard-to-reach doc. (More thanks to my normal cycliness.) Actually I'm feeling rather good about the world in general... except one thing... Oh, yes... it's rant-time. ^_^
Anyhooow, change of druggies again, *mumble, mumble, none too pleased mumble* (I liked my old antidepressants, they were the goodness.)
Anyways, now they've given me Mirtazepine (rot your black soul, if you had one, you bastard!) and all I've noticed from it is;
I'm gaining weight so quickly I think can actually see myself growing fatter, (I mean... all my meds seem to make me gain weight... the olanzapine for instance is a bitch. But this one seems to be particularly bad... or maybe it's just the lovely cocktail of different meds that's doing it, I don't know.)
after taking them I fall deeply asleep within 30 minutes (I suppose this is a good thing) and
I spend most of my day (I take them at night so I'm talking of the day after here) in a haze like sleepiness (decidedly non-good as it makes it dreadfully hard to concentrate on studying).
BAH! I say, BAH! >_<

I AM NOT A HAPPY BUTTERFLY!

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